Saturday night... Cinco de Mayo... I'm blogging!!!
Posted on May 5th, 2007
by 
Lindsey
Lindsey
More personal stuff, just in case there is someone else out there who has replaced TV with reading blogs (or is interested).
I am doing good, Can't decide whether or not to live with my roommate any longer. I just don't want to live with someone I'm not comfortable with, I've done it before and it sucks, on the other hand things aren't going well with me and him... but maybe if we try to respect eachother's boundaries, things will get better.
Anyway, on a very happy note, MY MOM SOLD HER HOUSE!!! Hallelujah for one mortgage and the paying of debt. They're still broke but that's better than debt. And even though they still have a higher mortgage than at their old house, this one is better for them and they can enjoy life again. There has been soooo much stress surrounding this. YAY!
At work I am getting more hours (hurray!), but I now have to moderate the II forums (Eeep ) Scary task if you know the history, I feel like I'm entering a doomed territory with no ammo save a fresh eye. I hope it works out though, I am going to try my best to get them going and not fuck it up like everyone else (except Nomali on the ISC forums, which she made beautiful until we stupidly lost her).
I like forums, but haven't been too active. I find I always strive for the perfectly informed and integral view which one can never achieve and I give up. I have abandoned that altogether now, partially uninformed post are all you'll get out of me ( : I also have a really hard time when there is disrespect on forums, It seems there is something so wrong about being mean to or dismissing someone whose eyes you can't look into. So as long as people are respectful, I will be happy. It is a challenge just trying to live up to that myself! There are also old forum stuff and members that have created wounds in people at II and it will be hard to get them to really let go and start fresh. Can collective wounds just be abandoned? It would be cool if things worked that way, but it's not the case.
Enough about that, it is raining and there is art to be done, music to be listened to and books to be read (just starting to read No God but God again, it is really fantastic)
Aparently fantastic is the word of the day for me... I keep using it (along with modus operandi)
I am doing good, Can't decide whether or not to live with my roommate any longer. I just don't want to live with someone I'm not comfortable with, I've done it before and it sucks, on the other hand things aren't going well with me and him... but maybe if we try to respect eachother's boundaries, things will get better.
Anyway, on a very happy note, MY MOM SOLD HER HOUSE!!! Hallelujah for one mortgage and the paying of debt. They're still broke but that's better than debt. And even though they still have a higher mortgage than at their old house, this one is better for them and they can enjoy life again. There has been soooo much stress surrounding this. YAY!
At work I am getting more hours (hurray!), but I now have to moderate the II forums (Eeep ) Scary task if you know the history, I feel like I'm entering a doomed territory with no ammo save a fresh eye. I hope it works out though, I am going to try my best to get them going and not fuck it up like everyone else (except Nomali on the ISC forums, which she made beautiful until we stupidly lost her).
I like forums, but haven't been too active. I find I always strive for the perfectly informed and integral view which one can never achieve and I give up. I have abandoned that altogether now, partially uninformed post are all you'll get out of me ( : I also have a really hard time when there is disrespect on forums, It seems there is something so wrong about being mean to or dismissing someone whose eyes you can't look into. So as long as people are respectful, I will be happy. It is a challenge just trying to live up to that myself! There are also old forum stuff and members that have created wounds in people at II and it will be hard to get them to really let go and start fresh. Can collective wounds just be abandoned? It would be cool if things worked that way, but it's not the case.
Enough about that, it is raining and there is art to be done, music to be listened to and books to be read (just starting to read No God but God again, it is really fantastic)
Aparently fantastic is the word of the day for me... I keep using it (along with modus operandi)
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